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Thursday, May 8th, 2003
1:10 am	nothing good happens i hate school i hate life i hate girls i hate right now while im at it, ill probably hate tomorrow too at what point is it ok to just say "fuck this shit" and be done with it? (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, April 27th, 2003
3:28 pm	Ok so since Thurday I have seen the following bands in concert: Hot Rod Circuit Less Than Jake Good Charlotte The Wandas The Jaywalkers Lemonstone and........ The Mighty Mighty Bosstones!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! What a great weekend, i only wish that i didnt have so mutch work to do :( Current Mood: busy Current Music: 311 - Dont Stay Home (Comment on this)
Friday, April 25th, 2003
2:48 pm	in the past 2 days ive seen Hot Rod Circuit, Less Than Jake, The Wandas and GOOD CHARLOTTE! hells yeah!!! plus the Mighty Mighty Bosstones tomorrow, even tho its gonna rain (Comment on this)
Sunday, April 13th, 2003
8:47 pm	"a girl and a guy can be just friends, but at one point or another they will fall for eachother. maybe temporarily, maybe at the wrong time, maybe too late, or maybe forever." (Comment on this)
Tuesday, April 8th, 2003
11:34 pm	JackalMR: timmer emailed me directions to the baaaht JackalMR: they were: JackalMR: 1. Follow the signs to buttfuck JackalMR: 2. once you get there take a left JackalMR: 3. The Baaaht is 3 miles on the right (Comment on this)
Monday, April 7th, 2003
11:31 pm	i guess i should be happier than i am, but im not Hi. i dont know, im feeling kinda empty right now. its strange, i guess it all started a while ago, like the vicky episodes or something, but i dont think thats it anymore. i keep telling myself that i put that shit past me, you know, like she rarely makes an attempt to talk to me, and as a result i just feel like she dosnt want to anymore, so granted i could keep IM'ing her and all, but it just makes me feel shitty, like all stalker or something. whatever, my mind has come to accept that thats more or less over, i dont make a point of walking past pope with a slight hope that she may just pop out in time for me to smile and wave, which is all that i want to do. oh well. I should have just been smarter. thats what you get for following your heart i guess so a little while ago, everything seemed cool cuz i spent a buncha time chillin with steph and katie over on the hill, and i still feel wicked bad cuz steph fell down when we went rollerblading and got a huge gash in her elbow. oh and we watched amelie, its wicked good so about that time jons grandmother passed away, and i went home for the weekend to attend the wake and the funeral. first, sam said he would chill with me on friday, and given that he got back from that army after 4 months of basic more than a month ago and i have still not chilled with him, i was kinda disappointed when he blew me off friday night. it was ok at the time cuz he left me a message saying that he would definately chill with me on saturday when jon could hang also, and we waited for him to call until about 11 saturday night, at which point we decided something to the effect of, "he best not call unless he wants his ass to get yelled at, cuz we know that he blew us off both nights to fucking go to newhampshire with his fucking girlfriend" so any way, that made a bad weekend worse the second part of the bad weekend was that i came back to school and just blatantly didnt want to be here. i hate this god damn house, and i hate that im still on the fucking wait list for housing, i hate that i havnt flown in what seems like forever, i hate that my good friends are far away, i hate that its close to summer, but its fucking snowing, oh yeah, and i hate that im almost out of money, I only have a few good, refreshing things in my life right now, 1 is morgan, cuz h s a good friend, a cool and funny guy, and you can always count on him to be there and be good for a laugh and whatever. another good thing is that my aunt and uncle only live in mansfield, which is pretty close, so if i need an easy out for the afternoon, i can go see them. another is that i started running and stuff semi regularly, which is really refreshing, you know, like you just feel good after exercizing. the final good thing is Maryanna, i met her in my history class, and she is really great to talk to because she is just a really happy personm, and shes friendly, and i definately like being around her, if i miss two things in leaving for the summer, they will be maryanna and morgan, i dont think either of them know how mutch id miss em, well, maybe morgan might, but i dont think maryanna does haha, even in writing about her just now i started to feel better, anyways, thats my past few weeks, peace out yall (Comment on this)
Wednesday, April 2nd, 2003
2:39 pm	I am Spaceman Spiff! Zounds! You are the intrepid Spaceman Spiff, the engaging explorer ensconsed in an unending universe of exotic and evil extraterrestrials! You're brave, but you should give that dictionary a rest. Which Calvin are YOU? (Comment on this)
2:30 pm	get get get......get healthier i have successfully been vegitarian for 3 days, wish me luck as the week progresses, we'll see if i have the willpower to follow through with this i have also quit drinking soda for a while, i cant tell at this point which one will last longer, the veggie or the no soda rule, oh well, who knows right? Current Mood: bored Current Music: 50 Cent - In Da Club (Dirty) (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Thursday, March 27th, 2003
12:45 am	"Never trust a female.... remember that one simple precept and your time will not have been ill spent.... believe me, woman is the most fiendish instrument of torture ever devised to bedevil the days of man" -O Brother, Where Art Thou? (Comment on this)
Sunday, March 23rd, 2003
11:14 pm	"It's a fool looks for logic in the chambers of the human heart" o brother where art thou (Comment on this)
Wednesday, March 19th, 2003
11:15 pm	Love Story One naked priest like summer day at the taco bell you see the most fatty creature you have ever seen. Their name is Orlock the Bloodluster , and every move she makes just turns you on more and more. You nudge your best friend Craig and say, "Wow, that has to be the most devoured baby like body I have ever seen." Suddenly, she looks in your direction and starts walking right towards you!!! she says, "I noticed you staring at me from over there. I just had to tell you, that I think you are so damn , and was wondering if you'd like to go to atop the misty mountains of Furloin with me and was my bloodsoaked hands of the filth children bring ?" With a stupid smile on your face you say, " Bottom line, I will knock you the fuck out. " and go with them. When you finally get to atop the misty mountains of Furloin , she moves closer to you, and gives you the biggest kiss ever. The two of you are passionately kissing, when you feel a bubble gum hit you on the back of the head. You open your eyes to find out it's all a dream, but there is a note left next to your bed. It reads: " Orlock the Bloodluster is the love you've been waiting your whole life for. she will ask you out in m days or less, but only if you send this site to at least 10 people within the next few minutes. The more people you send it to, the sooner they will ask you out, and you both fall in love. Do not take this lightly, because if you simply ignore this, you will have bad luck in love for the next m years!" (1 Comment |Comment on this)
8:40 pm	if i had some influence girl with the powers that be i'd have them fire that arrow at you like they fired it right at me and maybe when your heart and soul are burning you might see that every time i'm talking with you it's always over too soon that everyday feels so incomplete till you walk into the room say the word now girl i'll jump that moon hey come on baby its ok rainy shiny night or day theres nothing in the way now don't you see be mine be mine winter summer day or night centigrade or fahrenheit baby till your heart belongs to me be mine be mine thursday friday short or long when you've got a love so strong how can it be wrong now mercy me be mine be mine jumpin jesus holy cow! whats the difference anyhow baby till your heart belongs to me (Comment on this)
Tuesday, March 18th, 2003
9:23 pm	sketch of a guy: are you saying john has no motivation TimmerDactal: yes i am (Comment on this)
Tuesday, March 4th, 2003
12:08 pm	know whats the best feeling in the world, the feeling when someone you like, but who you think dosnt even know you exist, acknowledges your existense, even though it may not mean anything to them, at the time it means the world to you the best part is having this happen twice in a week (Comment on this)
Wednesday, February 26th, 2003
12:19 pm	Name that song (or that artist, or both) you can IM me with it if you like, or if you want the answers "sketch of a guy" Now I see the times they change leaving doesn't seems so strange I am hoping I can find where to leave my hurt behind All this shit I seem to take all alone I seem to break I have lived the best I can Does this make me not a man? Run and tell all of the angels This could take all night Think I need a devil to help me get things right Hook me up a new revolution Cause this one is a lie We sat around laughing and watched the last one die I can't stand to see your thalidomide robot face Don't even try it! You had to be a liar just to infiltrate me - I'm still drowing Everybody's got their problems Everybody says the same things to you It's just a matter how you solve them But what else are we supposed to do Dream-sewing, filters, distort reality of what is mine through light this mind awakens I draw the line from then and now, awake and dreaming, forgotten past future becomes mine Just let me give you real street shit, to rap in yo' shit with We clap yo' seat, we whyle this heat Keep bouncin up and down these streets It don't do me any good It's just a waste of time What use is it to you What's on my mind If it ain't coming out We're not going anywhere So why can't I just tell you that I care Geadelt ist wer Schmerzen kennt vom Feuer das in Lust verbrennt ein Funkenstoss in ihren Schoss ein heisser Schrei Feuer frei! I'm trying to forget that I'm addicted to you BUt I want it and I need it I'm addicted to you Now it's over Can't forget what you said And I never wanna do this again Heartbreaker And when we were good you just closed you eyes So when we are bad we're going to scar your minds Remember when I was in the grocery store, now's my time Lost the words, lost the nerve, lost the girl, left the line I would wish upon a star, but that star, it doesn't shine So read my book with a boring ending A short story of a lonely guy If you watch how I move you'll mistake me for a playa or pimp Been hit wit a few shells but I dont walk wit a limp In the hood then the ladies saying "50 you hot" They like me, I want them to love me like they love 'Pac Oh my love please don't cry I'll wash my bloody hands And we'll start a new life I don't know much at all, I don't know wrong from right All I know is that I love you tonight Like Kurasawa I make mad films Okay, I don't make films But if I did they'd have a Samurai Gonna get a set a' better clubs Gonna find the kind with tiny nubs Just so my irons aren't always flying off the back-swing Gotta get in tune with Sailor Moon 'Cause the cartoon has got the boom anime babes That make me think the wrong thing Here's to the nights we felt alive Here's to the tears you knew you'd cry Here's to goodbye Tomorrow's gonna come too soon And I Just wish that I didn't feel Like there was something I missed And I Take back all the things I said To make you feel like that And I Just wish that I didn't feel Like there was something I missed And I Take back all the things I said to you Wake up Grab a brush and put a little (makeup) Grab a brush and put a little Hide the scars to fade away the (shakeup) Hide the scars to fade away the Why'd you leave the keys upon the table? Here you go create another fable (Comment on this)
Friday, February 14th, 2003
12:15 am	As a tribute to Valentines Day: Good Charlotte Bloody Valentine Oh, my love, please don't cry I'll wash my bloody hands and we'll start a new life I ripped out his throat And called you on the telephone to take off my disguise Just in time to hear you cry When you mourn the death of your bloody valentine The night he died You mourned the death of your bloody valentine One last time Singing... Oh my love please don't cry I'll wash my bloody hands And we'll start a new life I don't know much at all, I don't know wrong from right All I know is that I love you tonight There was... Police and flashing lights The rain came down so hard that night and the Headlines read "a lover died" No tell-tale heart was left to find When you mourn the death of your bloody valentine The night he died You mourned the death of your bloody valentine One last time Singing... Oh my love please don't cry I'll wash my bloody hands And we'll start a new life I don't know much at all, I don't know wrong from right All I know is that I love you tonight Tonight... He dropped you off I followed him home Then I stood outside his bedroom window Standing over him he begged me not to do What I knew I had to do 'cause I'm so in love with you Oh my love please don't cry I'll wash my bloody hands And we'll start a new life I don't know much at all, I don't know wrong from right All I know is that I love you tonight Tonight... (Comment on this)
Thursday, February 13th, 2003
2:25 pm	I never conquered, rarely came But tomorrow holds such better days Days when I can still feel alive When I can't wait to get outside The world is wide, the time goes by The tour is over, I've survived I can't wait till I get home To pass the time in my room alone (Comment on this)
12:03 am	run and tell all of the angels, this could take all night............. (Comment on this)
Wednesday, February 12th, 2003
8:16 pm	TimmerDactal: i'm so pissed at resedential education sketch of a guy: why what happened? TimmerDactal: i got my housing lottery number today, 482 out of like 530 TimmerDactal: so mucgh for good housing next year sketch of a guy: that wouldnt have to do with gpa at all huh? TimmerDactal: hahahahahaha TimmerDactal: no it's random TimmerDactal: but that would make sence wouldn't it sketch of a guy: yes (Comment on this)
Tuesday, February 11th, 2003
3:07 pm	Positive comments from my sister in a single conversation: Spy8603: awesome Spy8603: nicccceeeee! Aaaaaaaaaaaaand the negative: Spy8603: ...ass Spy8603: uh huh, sure Spy8603: try that again, then i'll answer Spy8603: sucks for you Spy8603: hahaha ok Spy8603: um, loser (Comment on this)